Hai.. Got back my results recently... Wth.. ACCC.. 1 more mark to get B for chem n 3 more marks to get a B for econs.. 1 can only imagine the luck that i muz have.. So super upset lah.. But i m grateful that i am promoted though.. Tt's a fact..
TO APPEAL OR NOT TO APPEAL, THAT'S THE QUESTION?? So the big ?? is shld i go for a H3?? My mum says i shouldn't..She feels that i will be better off juz sticking to 4 H2s and aceing them.. But i am pretty interested in the SMU H3 though.. Hai.. Maybe it is FATE that i can't take the H3s bah.. Maybe god thinks the same way as my mother.. But i juz can't figure out if there is moderation, it CAN'T possibly be that me 1 mark away can't attain a B for chem rite?? Hai..one can only guess.. So my mind is like stuck cos i dun know where i shld go next.. Maybe the ans willl dawn on me if i dun tink too much.. Haha..stupid logic..
TO GO OR NOT TO GO, THAT'S THE QUESTION?? Got a CSE trip to China at yr-end..but i still can't make up my mind.. Mum says i i go with the sch, i may not be able to join them for their trip... So, which shld i go?? Hai..even enjoyment oso gives me so much trouble.. Wadever..
Then add to PW.. My life is like a mess.. So many qns to think abt..so little ans out there for me.. Oh mine..wad shld i do?? wad shld i do?? If only someone can give me the answer..
FATE..FATE..FATE.. Perhaps fate can get me out of here..since it get me into this.. Maybe it can give me the ans that i am looking for.. Or is the ans staring at me in my face?? tt i am too blind to see..too disappointed to realise it.. too weak to accept it.. Hai..i realli dun know.. Maybe i am still escaping from the ans.. The ans is looking for me..but i juz dun have the courage to face.. Hai.. Hopefully the time will come when i am at peace with mysf.. But will it ever come?? Has yours arrived??
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