What's wrong with my life.. Always making me feel so frustrated & so tired.. I m so tired of waiting..so tired of hoping..so tired of doing.. What's e purpose of my life?? What's the aim of my life?? Is it just for me to live one day and die on the other.. Is life gg to kill me with all e disappointments?? I have never felt so upset with my life.. Wad is wrong with me?? I came home feeling so crazy..feeling as if the world is gg to crash down on me.. feeling as there is no hope in this world.. I know wad is hurting me..ironically... But i know it will never go away.. I have and never will tell this to anyone.. So i will not say it here as well.. Tomorrow will come as it always will and it will leave as it always does..
Lol.. Em.. Nice story?? haha.. Juz feel like writing.. It is not veri gd..but juz trying to write a story i guess... Maeb it contains some parts of my life as well.. Who knows?? But i am definitely not going to tell.. Not meant to be an emo post.. But juz wanna try something different.. Life is never always cheerful is it?? Can't and WON'T always write something funny or happy..
Sori if u dun like it.. TOO BAD!!! HAHA.. That's the way life is..it's not up to u to choose..it juz comes as it will.. Sound veri philosphy huh.. Sometimes, i juz feel like there's a old person trap in body trying to get out (ah ma sure hv something to say wan..haha).. But that's e way things are.. Nothing i can do to change it, so i forget about it.. That's the best way i can do, i guess.. Hai..
Hope that reading this post wun make u depress.. Sori if it did.. Din realli meant for it to be that way.. There is juz something in my mind that keep bugging me today.. Not gg to bore u with that..or worse..depress u.. Haha..
So maeb i am not who u tink i am..maeb i am something more.. Some pple feel that they know me.. but do they realli know me?? DO U??
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